It works, it really does!

And finally it's the SENIOR year of high-school! I think it's the best time in your teens. Although matura exam is in 7 months and I know that I am NOT ready to pass it, I am the happiest person in the world right now!

 I have the best friend I could ever ask for; I passed my driving-license test; I'm ready to take a part in competition in German; My new English teacher is really cool; Relationship with my parents is pretty good; I'm truly loved by my Heavenly Father- God. What do I need more? Actually nothing. My life is perfect just the way it is right now. 

I expierienced something great this month. One girl from my school texted me and asked about English Camp. I was a little bit surprised cause I didn't talk to her much before. We were talking about that and suddenly she told me she is a Christian. Firstly I was confused and couldn't belive that's happening. Why? At the English Camp L, K & J were praying for me to find a person, I mean, to God gives me a person, who I can talk to about all my struggles, my faith, thoughts, what am I afraid of abou God and the Bible. It was 2 months ago... I've never thought it will happen soooo fast. To be honest I forgot about that and just didn't care. The way of God's work is so incredible. He is perfect and His timing is perfect, too! 

Sooo, we became friends very fast. We were talking about God, I shared my testimony with her, she introduced herself to me. It was our first conversation. After that we went to the Church together and had an awesome time at the meeting for teenagers. I met there many other people who loves God as much as I do! 

I am very, very, very happy and thankfull that God gave me her! Prayers work, they really do and you just have to belive. You are the child of almighty God and He wants you to be happy, He want all the best for you cause He is your father and He can give you more than your earthly father ever did. He knows everythin about you, He sees the depths of your heart and He loves you the same. He doesn't count your sins, He forgives you all the time because He loves you. And remember that God is good all the time, and al the time God is good!  

To be the child of God is the best feeling ever. You know that whatever happens there is someone who is for you ALWAYS. Just be close to Him, tlak to Him, pray, be His friend and everything is gonna be alright, trust me! 

God bless you!

You've told me who I am.

         Second English Camp in my life is over. I'm so glad I could be there and enjoyed it with all my American and Polish friends.I'm thankful I was part of something special.

First of all I wanted to say  thank you to Josie, Katherine, Lindsey and Doreen for their help and truly conversations. Without you I couldn't move on and start to think positively. 

It was an awesome time! Time with God and for God. Now we have to move on and wait for next camp. But I know that everything what happened was for a reason and I know that it will help me to survive this year. I know prayers count and help. I really appreciate we were praying together and it was an awesome expierience in my life to spent time with you. I hope one day my faith will be as deep as yours. Reading Bible is a part of my day and I've never thought it can be so big satisfaction for me. 

Even if you have doubts it's good! You just have to find your way. And if you choose the way with God, remember that you have NOTHING to lose, you can only WIN. And:

"One day every tongue will confess You are God

One day every knee will bow

Still, the greates treasure remains for those

Who glady choose You now".

 I'm sure your life will be easier. And if you found a person, who can you share your thoughts with, you will be a lucky guy. And I think I'll find someone for me. God'll give me an awesome person.  And remember that you can't dispense a justice by yourself! You have to give all your fears to God. And it's not "one night decision"! It's a long and very hard process and one thing you have to do is to BELIVE and put your TRUST into God.

God hears you all the time, He's with you, He looks at you and He loves you!

Who am I?

That the Lord of all the earth,

Would care to know my name,

Would care to feel my hurt.

Who am I?

That the bright and morning star,

Would choose to light the way,

For my ever wandering heart.

Not because of who I am,

But because of what you've done.

Not because of what I've done,

But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,

Here today and gone tomorrow,

A wave tossed in the ocean,

A vapor in the wind.

Still you hear me when I'm calling,

Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,

And you've told me who I am.

I am yours.

I am yours.

He's your father and you're His child. Just be brave enough and start following Him. 

Love, 

K. 

Lessons

And we have JULY! English camp is in 4 days! I'm so happy and excited. It has been a year since God is in my life - alive. This year was for sure good and full of new experiences. This year showed me who is the real friend and who just pretends. I've learned a lot of things which help me right now. I'm so grateful to my mum and one of my teachers for showing me what's important in life and for giving me the chance to do what I really love and for help they gave me. 

I spent this year with faith, hope, love and thankfulness. Every day was a mystery I wanted solve. And I think I found my way. I found person, who is always there when I need it. I fall in love and although it was a mistake I don't regret because then it was the thing I really wanted. And it was lesson for me. Everything happens for a reason, remember!

The truth is life is hard but you're strong enough to go through it. You just need to find out the ways you want follow. I chose God but you can choose anything you want. But living with Jesus is the best way and you can do it everything with Him. 

Wish you all awesome holidays!

What now?

Since 3 months I haven't written anything except my competiton's story... So it's time to share my minds with you, guys! 

We have march, second class of high school and I don't know what I want to do in the future... Everyone says: "do what makes you happy", "you should know what do you like"... OMG, that scares me, really! I don't want to grow up... Just wanna be a teen all my life! It would be awesome, won't it? 

Okay, foreign languages are rally cool but is it something what will make my future or just hobbies for now? All that English and German stuff "eat" my whole free time right now and it makes me pleasure cause I know that it is NOT the waste of time. Sometimes I just wonder if I shouldn't focus my mind on chemistry or biology... But when I have biology book in my hands, trust me... it doesn't make me feel happy... but I know that my future will be much better if I do smth with these subjects! Soooo I think I have to be strong and brave and first of all BELIVE IN MYSELF! And it's not only about me, remeber! All of you have to choose what to do in the future and at least 75% of you have the same problem as I have, I'm sure! 

But do you know what helps? FAITH! When you know that God is with you, by your side, everything is better, easier and possible! You just have to belive and let God create your life. He's perfect and His timing is perfect as well. He wants the best for you and be with you all the time. You just have to let Him come. I'm very sure that's the best way to live! Think of it and let me know if I helped you! 

Wish you all luck and happiness, till then! 

XOXO

GG.