And the second month of school is over... Wow, where has the time gone! If the next 8 months are like September and October, the holidays will come sooooooo fast! How awesome! And I really need the holiday break. I really need to meet people who give me reasons to smile. I just want to sit next to Katherine and Lindsey and talk about a bunch of stupid things that are in my mind; that's the one thing I want right now.
You want to know what's up? I just hate this town, these faces, these people.. They all think that they're my friends, but they just pretend to be because they need something... "Kasia, help me..." or "Kasia, I don't know how to do my English homework..." Ugggh! It's frustrating! And what am I doing? I'm helping them... I just can't say, "No, it's your problem, I don't care". I just CAN'T! I was fine with all this stuff until I changed the way of thinking. My real friend can always ask me for help because they're with me whatever happens!!! They're always next to me and I know they will be. People who talk to you only when they need something should be embarassed.
Last Sunday was the second time I went to a Baptist Church. It's an awesome experience in my life being part of a church like this. The way people are talking about God is incredible! It's like a feeling you get when you like a boy and someone is talking about him all the time... It's the same feeling I have when I can hear how people who love God can talk about Him in a normal way. It's not the same like in Catholic church! Belonging to church doesn't mean you're Christian... You have to have a relationship with God and talk with Him even when you think He doesn't understand you... But God does understand you!!! Jesus is always with you and His timing is perfect; sometimes people are just inpatient... I've read many books explaining the Bible, the life of Jesus, etc. And after reading them, when I'm reading the Bible, I can understand what it says more clearly. I mean, everything that is written in the Bible is the perfect Book is truth. Before reading, I couldn't believe what people said. But now I can. I've just discovered the strength of the Bible's word. I remember how my life used to be without any real faith, and I'm really glad that Jesus found me. He's with me every single day! I'm totally thankful and my life is more easy than it was. "Lord I lift your name on high, Lord I want to sing your praises. I'm so glad you're in my life, I'm so glad You came to save us"
