What now?

Since 3 months I haven't written anything except my competiton's story... So it's time to share my minds with you, guys! 

We have march, second class of high school and I don't know what I want to do in the future... Everyone says: "do what makes you happy", "you should know what do you like"... OMG, that scares me, really! I don't want to grow up... Just wanna be a teen all my life! It would be awesome, won't it? 

Okay, foreign languages are rally cool but is it something what will make my future or just hobbies for now? All that English and German stuff "eat" my whole free time right now and it makes me pleasure cause I know that it is NOT the waste of time. Sometimes I just wonder if I shouldn't focus my mind on chemistry or biology... But when I have biology book in my hands, trust me... it doesn't make me feel happy... but I know that my future will be much better if I do smth with these subjects! Soooo I think I have to be strong and brave and first of all BELIVE IN MYSELF! And it's not only about me, remeber! All of you have to choose what to do in the future and at least 75% of you have the same problem as I have, I'm sure! 

But do you know what helps? FAITH! When you know that God is with you, by your side, everything is better, easier and possible! You just have to belive and let God create your life. He's perfect and His timing is perfect as well. He wants the best for you and be with you all the time. You just have to let Him come. I'm very sure that's the best way to live! Think of it and let me know if I helped you! 

Wish you all luck and happiness, till then! 

XOXO

GG.