I'm not a man I was before

And now we have December... It's 6 months after I made this decision. 6 months after the best time of my life! Now I'm just waiting for Christmas and New Years. Only 6 months will separate me from summer break and english camp! I just can't wait!

Today I decided to change the way I live my life. I've just finished my training! I'm happy and relaxed. I HAVE TO WORK OUT DAILY! I can only eat healthy products and drink water. NO FAST-FOODS, SWEETS etc.


And I know He is with me all the time. I learned how to pray, how to talk with Him, and how to be thankful for everything I have. Last time Lindsey inspired me: "He is a Dad that listens to every complaint I make, catches every tear that falls, holds me as I lay awake at 3am because I'm stressed, loves me as I fail Him every day, pursues me when no one else accepts me, and holds onto my hand when I am falling off a cliff." When I read it I was like uhh... "Wow, I want be in it at least half of what she is." Lately I I have written that I love the way Baptists are talking about God... And it's the best example I can have. I was right! It's like a normal thing, and this way of thinking is awesome! When you have doubts about your faith, religion etc., just take a Bible and read it from the beggining. I know it may be hard, but after everything, you'll understand more. And do you know what is the best? That feeling! I remember how my life used to be before Jesus found me, and it's absolutely diffrent!
Wishes!